I thought it will be nobel of me for tolerating someone so toxic. I didn’t know what drove me and gave me the strenght to handle this particular human being. Maybe because I care. What I learn is to care without knowing the meaning of love only drowning you. I choose to stay because I felt sorry, I didn’t have the heart to leave. But after 2 (two) years of the endurance, is not worth the energy. So I start saying to myself, you deserve peace and happiness, even if it means you have to learn to let go.